Life Is Short, You're Capable

Tuesday, March 09, 2010 @ 3:56 AM

♥ to ♥ talk

Hello stranger! Honestly i think one of the strange qualities i posses in my young 20 years of life is my ability to talk. I really do talk alot and those who i can hold a conversation with, i'll probably enjoy your company. I guess talking is the most basic form of socialisation, as well as communication in human nature. I do enjoy talking cause i just feel happy doing it, is that i good enough answer? As much people think i'm strangely happy all the time, i do have my emo times. (Well seldom anyways i mean who enjoys emoing?) I still talk about it to get it out of my system! Thats a good thing right?

Last night i was having mutiple conversations on MSN and it just came to me how much i enjoy having conversations! I was like going non-stop with with Ryhn, Jiaxin & Wenxiang! Honestly how can there be so much to talk about i wonder. I guess is this affinity you share with someone. It just show how absolutely wonderful life is sometimes. La vie est Belle!

Affinity is like this positive energy that bonds two people together. Like molecular bond energy! Sometime its so strong that you absolutely end up being great together no matter how much you resist. Maybe he/she has BO? Or bad breath? Or fat thighs? As long as affinity is there, i guess you cannot try to resist it. So the thing is, i try as much as i can to accept people for who they are. Sometimes i like materialistic thoughts set into my mind, base my friendship on how they look, how other people look at them. But i guess this isn't the way.

Cause you will never know when you find the ONE. I guess this would be one person that you share the GREATEST "bond energy" with. Just let nature take its course and someday, true love will come. I'm stickler to fairytales. Yes i still believe in them.

So i hope from now on i shouldn't just try to accept everyone as friends. Lower my guard, it'l only do me good. I'm postitive that foundation of humans beings is that everyone is actually good in nature. I believe no one was born bad, it's just the good nature that has to be cultivated. Yes believe that everyone is good in nature and just naturally mingle around, maybe you can actually find a few real good friends in between. It's not a bad investment actually.

As for those whose good nature is not cultivated. I guess naturally i will seperate myself from them. Yes the affinity is unlikely to be there so guess i will really just let nature take its course and surely whats left will be all the people i like to hang out with.

Maybe by then, i reach a whole new level of contentment that i'm unable to enjoy now. Life is beautiful, but it's not fair. Ironic? Actually no, because what is fair but a sense of contenment. Fairness is subjective and that's the beauty of it, thats the beauty of life.

Haha just read an article about THE LAW OF LEAST EFFORT. I find it absolutely the most meaningful thing i've read for a long time! That's why i talking so werid and zen-ish. Haha sorry if i bored you off but i just have to blog this down. Stay happy everyone, that's what's most important in life. Hope you enjoyed my HTHT!